Tearing me apart!!!!

     I don’t know how I feel right now, one minute I’m so... angry, in a rage the next I’m balled up and crying!!!!! This roller coaster ride has been going on for 13 days. I don’t know how much more I can take. Yes, I know that one side of my brain, the logical side says, "THERE IS NO DOG!!!!" But if so, why does he keep emailing me, there has been no further requests for money???? Then there is the soft hearted side of me that thinks.... what if there is a puppy???? IAM SO....... CONFUSED!!!!! Below is the email he sent me yesterday ( it is at the bottom ) and my response to him is at the top. Guys, what do you think??? I am still awaiting the email from the vet. I’ll let you know what that brings about. Anyway, I have not slept in days and I really have too much brainfog to write anymore at the moment. Thank you for listening to my tale if woe. I hope all of you have a great day and find something to bring joy into your life. Debbie    I have just noticed that several of his emails and my reponses have been attached besides the ones I intended, that's okay!!as far as I am concerned, this entire mess is the fault of France Petpost. If they had of done their job in the first place and made sure all the shots, papers, passports etc. were in order before Lizzy left Cameroon.... NONE of this would be happening!!!! They and the insurance company are responsible for this and all monies spent to date. If anything happens to that pup ( again if there is one ). I shall be deeply in despair. I will also expect a full refund of all the money I paid out and you should expect a refund on your money too. I am sending a copy of this to both of them. Debra Bentley----- Original Message ----- From: home yorkies To: M Bentley Sent: Wednesday, August 13, 2008 4:21 PMSubject: Re: Fw: No newsHello Debra,I was just speaking to the vet  who is taking care of  Lizzy and he told me that Lizzy is living on oxygen now and that without the oxygen tube she will risk dieing he also told me that  her blood has been poisoned and needs to completely be changed and from the pedigree of Lizzy her brothers sister and parents can contribute lil bits of blood to make up much for Lizzy so survive so he has assigned  to get a vet here who will get the blood from the other 7 puppies here and put in a temperature regulating flaks so that the blood will reach them at normal temperature and the transfusion will be done for Lizzy to survive please i have told the vet to email you first thing tomorrow morning and explain better.please am more and more sick,in can not go to work and i do not know what to do . the vet in NY says Lizzy can only survive for a week with the oxygen cause her heart is too small to support a long period of life please am dieing about this, i will only be able to email you tomorrow.Thanks--- On Tue, 8/12/08, M Bentley <m.bentley@ns.sympatico.ca> wrote:From: M Bentley <m.bentley@ns.sympatico.ca>Subject: Re: Fw: No newsTo: homeyorkies@ymail.comDate: Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 6:20 PMwhich vet do they have her at in New York? I would like to contact them myself and see if I can help!!! the vet must be in touch with you surely this is not all going through the airport!!!----- Original Message ----- From: home yorkies To: M Bentley Sent: Tuesday, August 12, 2008 3:05 PMSubject: Re: Fw: No newsi have notified them i keep them informed on every bit of information please note that Lizzy is real am really going through hell to  make sure she come out of thsi.--- On Tue, 8/12/08, M Bentley <m.bentley@ns.sympatico.ca> wrote:From: M Bentley <m.bentley@ns.sympatico.ca>Subject: Re: Fw: No newsTo: homeyorkies@ymail.comDate: Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 6:00 PMAlso if Lizzy's health has been endangered due to the special crate then France Pet Post and the insurance agent should come into play here. Have you notified them!!!----- Original Message ----- From: home yorkies To: M Bentley Sent: Tuesday, August 12, 2008 2:30 PMSubject: Re: Fw: No newsHello Debra,  I find it very difficult to email you since last nightafter i sent the $700 to the guys in New york and when every thing was ready, i received an embarrassing call that Lizzy fell into danger while she was playing in her crate she mistakenly burst the ventilation pipe and let air loose and that poison here and she feel on consciouses she was taken to a near by vet and she is still there trying to recover.please i have tried all i can and i had to send more money today to them they have not given me any info today please i will notify you if any thing arises--- On Tue, 8/12/08, M Bentley <m.bentley@ns.sympatico.ca> wrote:From: M Bentley <m.bentley@ns.sympatico.ca>Subject: Fw: No newsTo: homeyorkies@ymail.comDate: Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 2:14 PM----- Original Message ----- From: M Bentley To: homeyorkies@ymail.com Sent: Monday, August 11, 2008 8:30 PMSubject: No newsNo news today regarding Lizzy????