Taking the first steps
I'm titling this entry as "Taking the first steps" and marking with "positive" because, I'm hoping this will be the first steps that takes me to more positive places.
Life is a great collage of things, that it sometimes is hard to focus in on any of it. Today, I'm going chosing start a journal in order to clarify some of the jumble thoughts running around in my head. Still it is hard to pick which thoughts to try to clarify and get some perspective on.
So lets start with a list of the major issues;
- Disease. Such a broad topic, but it comes down to my husband's bp and my food issues.
- Work. Do I really like what I'm doing? I know I don't like who I'm working for, but I think I like most of the others I work with. How will my food issues effect my ability to interview if I decide to look for a new job? Can I find a better way to handle the person I don't get along with?
- Worth. Why do I feel so worthless around male authority figures and how can I change that? Ok the why of that isn't that hard to figure out, but the how to change it will be something to explore.
Wow! Not as many issues as I thought. Although, each is a big collage on its own with lot of little pieces. But this is the first step. From here, I just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Life is a great collage of things, that it sometimes is hard to focus in on any of it. Today, I'm going chosing start a journal in order to clarify some of the jumble thoughts running around in my head. Still it is hard to pick which thoughts to try to clarify and get some perspective on.
So lets start with a list of the major issues;
- Disease. Such a broad topic, but it comes down to my husband's bp and my food issues.
- Work. Do I really like what I'm doing? I know I don't like who I'm working for, but I think I like most of the others I work with. How will my food issues effect my ability to interview if I decide to look for a new job? Can I find a better way to handle the person I don't get along with?
- Worth. Why do I feel so worthless around male authority figures and how can I change that? Ok the why of that isn't that hard to figure out, but the how to change it will be something to explore.
Wow! Not as many issues as I thought. Although, each is a big collage on its own with lot of little pieces. But this is the first step. From here, I just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other.
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