Taking back my Life

Here I am again. I haven't been here since Sept of last year. I just got sick and tired of being sick and tired. It took me awhile to decide  im tired of living like I have been. My new tv was in pawn for almost a year. What wasn't still in pawn was sold. I had a title loan out on one car and the other car was behind. No money ever in my purse ever!!! I would borrow from Mom mid month and sometimes that would even go to the casino too. I am not proud at all of who I was becoming. My hubby didn't help because hes a gambler too. It took us both to decide we needed to quit this time. We both want to get our lives back. I know all it would take is just one step into any casino to start that downhill spiral once again. I know it for a fact!! We got the tax refund back, got everything out of pawn, got our bills caught up or worked out. I am starting to see the light again, even though its only been almost 3 weeks. I wish I could quit thinking about it that would help. There really is life...after gambling!!!
Hugs Lisa