taking a turn in my life

i've been thinking alot lately.well especially last nite.i couldnt stop thinking about mimi.i missed her alot, but i kept telling myself to not care.but i still cared.i hate her mother so goddamn much.shes the one keeping her from me.ugh. so last nite i told myself that im going to start going to churchyeah that might seem weird coming from me but maybe everything is messing up cuz of meand i need to try and fix it and pray my heart out and just show god that its a new me.then i want to save money to move the hell out of here.somthings wrong with me im getting really sickand i just want to relax with my mimi but no thats not happening not anytime soonwell im gunna go ps. love u mimiloves her jessy           

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deleted_user

I wish you the best... :)
deleted_user
deleted_user

hmm. So i decided i am bored and wanted to comment this. Because we do not talk much anymore. Number one: your still going to care about mimi because you love(d) her. Its inevitable. Two: She got herself into trouble, you can\'t blame her mom from everything. Three: Church will only work if you really are into that sorta thing. Otherwise god will do nothing. Four: you had the chance to leave.....morea than once. You want to leave so bad, but you don\'t. Five: Dont get sick. Six: bye.
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JESSIKAH
JESSIKAH

thanks megoobie
and bri i didnt leave then because i wasnt ready and now i am more than that
i blame her mom cause she made it more than it was
and i know im still gunna care about her.
loves u negroe:))