Systems
Hey guys, I know now we all have ways of managing our feelings and emotions.
Call it different self made systems or just ways. The mix of it all makes me so appreciate what's in my life. I've awakened to the diversity here at the monastery and everywhere and my own fallibility. I worry about Blue while I’ll be away. For all the melee out there in life, having someone to love for myself makes me not want to lose him. I know this is pre vacation jitters. But like that song goes 'if you love someone and you're not afraid to lose them...' My life feels complete.
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When alone at such a state of flux, I’m looking for ways to understand my life. I know we all got them. Here at the monastery we have a way, I don’t perfectly ascribe to it but we each get our way and it’s a good life for now. I’mLooking for ways that I fit in the world maybe through a way to understand and how I’ll make my first step forward.
it's the next morning now. I am all packed and dressed and ready to go on my trip! A certain relationship from my past is haunting me but it's also telling me how I am in the world- because at least how I am seeing how I deal in life and am inclined to behave. I am liking that
about myself. .
I hope that you have blast!!
Blue will be in good hands sweetie
I'm sure he will be well cared for
Big squishy hug...xo
Thanks Janet!