Sweet and sour

Again. I can't keep staring at the closed door aka the hurt.

when I am more relationship oriented I tend to become or have codependent tendencies.

I have got to remember to be self responsible and those kind of wisdoms help me get back on track. Why, you ask? I think it's about creating a logic for how to think about something, made by myself which then reinforces my actions. I recognize too I need to focus on my friends out there who I am interconnected with 

we each have to survive yet we need our relationships too. Relationships are sweet and sour and that's another reality and wisdom to focus on. We each may have or cause some hurt in each others lives and have to live with the light and the dark. It's so important to keep relationships oriented, and yet keep on keeping on in our lives.