Surgery....hospitals... nights alone.

amazing, a night in hospital, drugged to the eyeballs, sick as fucking hell, condemmed to being locked in the house for 2 weeks cause docs are worried about hemoraging, and STILL there are people who claim to be my best friend who havent said a word to me.. its like geez thanks for letting me know u care...
my bf spent hours by my bed side when i was out of it after my surgery, mum stayed i a hotel to be close to me, 12yr olds txted me all night making sure i was okay, and yet theres the likes of some who just havent said a word... :) so erm... fuck you too.
even the strangers in the hospital cared more than these people do. the nurse went out of her way to make me comfy, the lady next to me made sure i ate brekkie okay, asked me about my life. she didnt have to she was in pain too.
days like that i really consider deleting all people off my fb and if they miss me they'll add me back.... but i cant be assed.
 
there should be a feeling that says "better than you bitch :D"