Sunshine vibes

So today was a good day I went to the laundromat and did like five loads of laundry. It was a good exercise run. I've decided to lose weight so I've been gone in it and running and dancing and anything I can do to get these calories off burn those Shiny vibes. It's so beautiful in September the ones gushing and there's dust everywhere but I don't pay no mind because it's just beautiful outside and on rather be outside than on the couch anyways just going to keep positive cook bake and tomorrow I'm going to the ranch market to get vegetables so I can cook some Chinese food when I get back to my place. I haven't wrote in a while, but I'm doing much better. I'm actually socializing with a lot more people getting out there and acting normal if normal is normal I don't know what is but honestly I'm glad I'm feeling better. This year has been challenging for me and I finally found probably someone to date possibly having doubts, but he seems to really like me so we'll see what happens not really hopeful because of what happened earlier this year but I'm keeping it under perhaps because I really don't wanna think about it until November or December because my counselor said that I should not date someone Until six months passes by plenty of time to heal yourself and be right with yourself. I'm just really really blessed that my family has reconciled with me and I am forgiven. I was so hard and I felt so portrayed and abandoned this year but that all melted away because I'm working it out Being patient and having any mental illness is not prior to what I really wanted in life but maybe in my book that I'm reading people can understand the reasoning behind my madness. I'm just saying that honestly it's been a year for me. This is been the worst year for me but the most I learned my lessons.