Sunshine and church

So I have nothing against Mormons but it's not for me I believe that everyone goes our own path and I just need to find something that works for me I am a Christian so I'll just keep up with that and hopefully find my own way and a nice church to join eventually. Being alone has made me really more independent in a way and it's a different change going on almost a year and a half but I have faith things work out things always have a way of working out I can't force things were so why just go with the flow and work on myself instead of worrying about relationships to be honest most girls my age I'll have it all together. I feel like I always have to start all over because of my mental health at times stages of my life I wish it were different but you know what everyone has a different way and things to look around  and things they need to work on no one's perfect I want to eventually write a book and I think I use some my journals to conclude all of this because I have some really good input on mental health relationships family etc. anyways I hope if anyone's reading they feel  like I'm being genuine because I would really would like to put together a book I think it's a good idea