Summer

So first off June has been very unpredictable I have been low on cash this month just because I had to pay a gym fee. So so a lot of birthdays and Father's days and all that going on and I didn't have enough to buy my sister my little sister a proper gift but I made her a jewelry box that I painted and I figured things from the heart are more appreciated than just buying something. I have some interesting things going on I'm still single been single but one of my friends reached out he's in jail and I've been riding him I really like them but there's a few things that might stop us from having something special but I'll play it by ear because you never know when life what happens anyways I got to go to the Mesa Arts Center for a book presentation it was very neat and I went with my mom it was something she was interested in and so I took an interest and went with her cuz my aunt was sick. My best friend is moving back from Oklahoma she's moving back to Arizona so excited I'll have someone extra to hang out with go out to eat hang out with her mom had a stroke and that might put some strain on the family but she has a daughter and it's really hard to take care of her as a single parent but I give her props cuz she's an excellent mom and doing the best she can but super excited that she's moving back. I've experienced some loss and friendships lately I'm a little bitter about it because it's out of my control but you can't expect people to stay in  they're your lives for very long especially if they're pushing you to do stuff you're not comfortable and doing so I have to say goodbye to one of my good friends probably for the best though it's hard to I live I learn and I will be okay so that starts my summer I just wanted to write about it cuz I like journaling