Suicidial Thoughts

Roy got very upset at me over nothing yesterday.
He wants, wants, wants and never gives.
He has been silent on the phone today.
Found out an old friend is in Texas on vacation.  Never said a word to me, he has repremanded me for posting too much on facebook, thinking of de friending him any.
Refrigerator is broke and land lord is distant.
Work is chaotic.  Boss left for a meeting without telling me.  Had an issue come up that almost made me late for my class.
If I had a gun, I think I would do it tonight.