Suicidal
I'm suicidal and kinda scared. The anxiety and depression are totally consuming me and I feel trapped by them. I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I'm gonna take a Xanax and try not to be a crying freak here at work and make a fucking scene. I wish someone would help me.
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Don\'t give up. (hugs)
It\'s probably only the anxiety if you are scared. It\'s ok to cry. You will feel better once you do. Can you go outside with a friend for a few minutes and let it out?
Thanks guys. I locked myself in an office in a deserted spot in my building and just let the tears come. The suicidal thoughts and despair got waaaay too much so I called a friend and she actually dropped everything for me. She was at the beach with her mom and like an hour away, but came to my work and grabbed me. We picked up lunch and went to my house and I just cried and my bf was there for me...then thank GOD the Xanax kicked in and I spent the afternoon trying to just relax.
dont ever give up my fair skinned beauty. we need you in this world.