Life not improving at all. The last journal was written late at night, but Friday midafternoon - sent our resumes and nobody answers. My co-partner is being insulting and I do not want to deal with him anymore. Seriously wish to be dead, just don\'t want to deal with life anymore. Period.
Hey Reisen
Thankyou for the nice hug
Please reach out for help or call 911 if you are contemplating suicide!!!!! Please
I have been where you are and these terrible events do pass and we are in the next part of our life that isnt so bad after all
Its hard to believe when you are feeling this low
Depression is an illness and you have irrational thoughts Suicide isnt an answer to problems
You can be helped through this pain
Right now so many are going through careers failing however career or not right now I believe you need help with your depression
The people who love you will have a terrible time living with a decision like that
God loves you and you CAN get through this with help
God Bless you
Jan
Hi Reisen, Don\'t throw in the towel. It all looks so bleak right now, but things will change. Like Jan says, the first thing you need is help for the depression. Its too much stress trying to handle job hunting when you are soo down. I know, how it is, you tend to take it all so personal. Its tough out there, and you may be surprized where you wind up career wise. It may be a change you wind up loving. I wish you the best. keep on journaling.
Feeling like you want to die is always a temporary thing. It will pass. It always does. Despite the outward circumstances. Please don\'t act on those feelings. No matter how bad you feel right now. Listen to us. Things can change for the better. Please keep in contact.
There is always hope for tomorrow. One thing that is certain is that things are always changing. You must hold on and not get locked in to these thoughts. It\'s the depression. You can walk into any emergency room in NYC and get help. I wish you the best and I am here if you want to talk. Please call the hotline or get to the nearest hospital if you feel you just can\'t hold on.
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Life not improving at all. The last journal was written late at night, but Friday midafternoon - sent our resumes and nobody answers. My co-partner is being insulting and I do not want to deal with him anymore. Seriously wish to be dead, just don\'t want to deal with life anymore. Period.
Hey Reisen
Thankyou for the nice hug
Please reach out for help or call 911 if you are contemplating suicide!!!!! Please
I have been where you are and these terrible events do pass and we are in the next part of our life that isnt so bad after all
Its hard to believe when you are feeling this low
Depression is an illness and you have irrational thoughts Suicide isnt an answer to problems
You can be helped through this pain
Right now so many are going through careers failing however career or not right now I believe you need help with your depression
The people who love you will have a terrible time living with a decision like that
God loves you and you CAN get through this with help
God Bless you
Jan
Hi Reisen, Don\'t throw in the towel. It all looks so bleak right now, but things will change. Like Jan says, the first thing you need is help for the depression. Its too much stress trying to handle job hunting when you are soo down. I know, how it is, you tend to take it all so personal. Its tough out there, and you may be surprized where you wind up career wise. It may be a change you wind up loving. I wish you the best. keep on journaling.
Feeling like you want to die is always a temporary thing. It will pass. It always does. Despite the outward circumstances. Please don\'t act on those feelings. No matter how bad you feel right now. Listen to us. Things can change for the better. Please keep in contact.
There is always hope for tomorrow. One thing that is certain is that things are always changing. You must hold on and not get locked in to these thoughts. It\'s the depression. You can walk into any emergency room in NYC and get help. I wish you the best and I am here if you want to talk. Please call the hotline or get to the nearest hospital if you feel you just can\'t hold on.
Never give up hope, theres alwayz hope!!! HOLD ON TIGHT!!! This will pass