suicide

Today is the anniversary of my first suicide attempted. I was living over seas and could no longer cope with the horrific sexual abuse memories from my childhood. My husband admitted me to the hospital. I went with razor blades...they never checked my pockets... A nurse found me during the night and stitched me up. Do I regret being saved? No because I got to see my children grow up. Have I been suicidal since then? Yes. Depression is a dark hole, If you have never experienced it you will never understand it! I thank God for my therapyst and psychiatrist. My med's are really working now. These last few days have been good. That's a miracle for me :) I pray that my friends on this site find peace tonight as I have felt recently! God bless you all.