Such a crappy week.

I'm so over this week. So depressed and anxious. Minnie was diagnosed with a urinary tract infection and diabetes. She needs insulin shots every 12 hours,an antibiotic and pain meds. The pain meds are only for a day. Plus she has to go on a special diet. Mom told me to not worry about the cost and use her credit card so I did. How else could I even pay for it? The vet said at her age we need to make sure she has good quality of life. I cried in the office but I always do. I cry every time I think about her not feeling good. She ate awhile ago so I'm hoping the pain meds are working.
John's dad has been staying with us because he left Cindy after 13 years and his new house won't be ready for a few weeks. He is going to look for an extended stay though because he's so allergic to the cat dander here. John was sick this week,then me,then his dad. It was awful. My stomach was hurting and the diarhea was terrible. John's dad fell this morning getting out of bed because he was so dehydrated from being sick. John said he looked green. He didn't want me to see him because he lost control of his bowels in the bed. John had to clean eveything up. He tried to get him to go to the doctor but he said no.
My anxiety I'd off the charts today probably because of all this. I'm so glad I see Stephanie friday. I've just felt like crap all week. I only slept for about 5 hours which is about half of what I seem to need right now. I woke up when John's dad fell and again when the vet called about Minnie. It's just hard for me with all this going on to remember to take care of myself and keep up with my diet. I'm hoping all this stress doesn't trigger me needing IV fluids. I really just hope Minnie is ok.