Everyday is such a struggle for me, even to get out of bed. The pain that I am consistently feeling makes me want to cry, but I can't. I can't because I live with my parents and they don't understand what I am going through which makes my day worse. I have to hind alot of things from them which in turn is hurting me even more. I don't know what to. My counselor and I are trying to work through these things. I just hate my life and everything that goes with it.