Stressed with missing Smokey and not have a job.

I am stressed greatly with missing Smokey (its over 1 year and almost 4 months) and not having a job.  You would not believe how stressed I am  now.  It comes and goes.  I have great days.  I have bad days.  On the bad days, I don't want to leave the apartment.  On a good day, everything is wonderful.  On the bright side for me, I babysit Tyson.  He brings much light and laughter into my life.  God blessed me with Tyson that is for sure.  I have my blessings.  I am so glad I have lots of family and friends including Daily Strength.  Life can suck but it also can be pretty wonderful.  We get both in our lives.  We have the ups and downs.  Its part of living life on planet earth.  Its nice to be able to chat, vent and chew the fat with everyone of you.  I appreciate that greatly.  Thanks for listening.  From Diane B.