stress

lord i am stressed & trying not 2 b.  im concerned that im sending out my resume and no one's responding.  im glad 2 some extent b/c i dont want 2 get stuck in a job just b/c its offered 2 me & i dont want it.  im just concerned...scared b/c steve will soon b working less hrs & if i dont have wrk by then.  there will not b enuf 2 go  around.  lord i want a pt job  that will be easy 2 get 2..that ill like have time 2 go 2 school.  & pay a decent wage at least 16/hr.  i know u knowall and can doall.pls connectmke w/this job.  i know its out tghere plz show it 2 me. thankbu 4 ur mercythus far...and 4 ur love & concern.  plz take care of pat & dot & the rest.  plz continue 2holdthem inur hand.  & kkeep watchover pastor *& steve's mom.  plzcontune 2keep track of rion,alisha,wayne.  everyone we hold dear.  ilove u and ihanku and praise u.plz 4give me 4 falling off of my daily reading.  plz 4 give me 4not acknowldgeingu fully each& everyday. plz 4give me 4 firgetting u sometimezs.  injesus name i  pray amen iwill do better. amen