Still very very depressed
My sciatica is actually gone for the moment, but otherwise I am far from a contributing member of the householder and the long insults my wife has thrown at me over time are taking hold. I feel worthless and actually contributing nothing to anything. Once again suicidal thoughts are taking hold. I do not want to wake up anymore. Don't want to kill myself but just want to not wake up.
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oh, boy...well, I know it\'s hard to keep those insults from getting you down, but she clearly doesn\'t understand...not a very sympathetic person, I take it, from all you\'ve written.
Gotta block out the bad. Your life is worth much more than someone\'s opinion. Big hugs....