STILL SAD!
Sunday Night: It is a little over a week since Melissa died. Her Mom came over yesterday and brought a plant, to me, in an Angel vase and pink/yellow roses for Adam. He was always giving her roses. DAMN! I already miss her so much. She was such a joyful person. I have posted 4 photos. Please take a minute to look. This is just one step under losing Scott. I feel like I have been kicked in the gut! There are old messages on the machine from her. I heard "Hey, Mama Grant" and had to skip to the next. There is also one for Adam saying "Hey Picklehead" I couldn't listen to that one either. Thank God I don't have to work at all until meetings on August 19th! My nephew just got back from Korea. He is in the Army. Adam is with him right now. I am not sure that is so great. Craig's best friend called. (Danny) Danny's dad has 6 wks. to live, at best. Of course Danny is upset. But, it pales to what my family has been and are going through. I don't mean to sound like I don't care. I know this is his worst pain yet. However, well....you know. Thanks to all of you who have reached out. I am sorry I am not reaching back right now. I will.
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Don\'t worry about anyone but you and your family. We all understand. We just want you to know that we are all here. This is just so sad. This life is so hard...
much love
Bens mom 4ever
Debi
Honey, don\'t be sorry. I love you and I\'m praying for you. I just don\'t know what else to say. My heart hurts so. Love you, Barbara
I am so sorry for all the recent heartache your family is enduring. My best wishes to you.
Ginger...just take care of you and your family. We will always be here...love and peace to you...Karen
Take care of yourself, honey and don\'t worry about reaching out right now. Praying for you and those around you. *Hug* Adrianne
Believe me, we all understand your pain. Sometimes it just never stops and it is hard to feel in control. We\'ve had so much here that my husband just blew up and said, That\'s enough already\"! You can just take so much! I\'m thinking of you and your family. Please take care of yourself! Prayers, Judy
With this recent event, you have the right to feel sad. I\'m so, so sorry your family is going through this. Please hug Adam for me. In my thoughts and prayers, love
Sounds like you have a lot going on and please take care of yourself first. Whenever there is a tragedy like that old wounds are bound to open up. Hugs, Inga
No need to appologise, you are going through the processes of grief, now for two loved ones. Take the time you need, we are here always. Love and Hugs.
So sorry for the recent loss. all this pain. It just brings back all the pain you have inside from your loss of your own child. We had the same sort of thing with a hockey friend lossing their daughter(& the womens mom and dad) in a car accident in January. It just through us back to square one almost. Take care. Tammie
Ginger, please know that I am thinking of youso often.
She was a beautiful young lady
my heart goes out to all of you
love Caroline
So sorry for all the pain your going through right now. Please take care of yourself and take all the time you need. Here if you need me. love ya sheri
Just take care of yourself and your family right now. We\'ll be here when you are ready. Love and hugs Cathy
Ginger, Ive been so winey lately and then I read your journal, Im being selfish and Im so sorry for all your going thru right now. Im only a drive from you, if I can do anything, even just meet you and sit and listen (because I do understand) please let me know. It would be my pleasure to be there for you. Love Jackie