STILL SAD!

Sunday Night:  It is a little over a week since Melissa died.  Her Mom came over yesterday and brought a plant, to me, in an Angel vase and pink/yellow roses for Adam.  He was always giving her roses.  DAMN!  I already miss her so much.  She was such a joyful person.  I have posted 4 photos.  Please take a minute to look.  This is just one step under losing Scott.  I feel like I have been kicked in the gut!  There are old messages on the machine from her.  I heard "Hey, Mama Grant" and had to skip to the next.  There is also one for Adam saying "Hey Picklehead"  I couldn't listen to that one either.  Thank God I don't have to work at all until meetings on August 19th!  My nephew just got back from Korea.  He is in the Army.  Adam is with him right now.  I am not sure that is so great.  Craig's best friend called. (Danny) Danny's dad has 6 wks. to live, at best.  Of course Danny is upset.  But, it pales to what my family has been and are going through.  I don't mean to sound like I don't care.  I know this is his worst pain yet.  However, well....you know. Thanks to all of you who have reached out.  I am sorry I am not reaching back right now.  I will.