Still not sure

Still not sure what we are going to do. I talked to nick the other day and he said that he wasnt to try but dont want to try again. he said that he is not sure that he wantt to try again ever. so i dont think that we are going to be trying againg and i will be talking to the doctor about getting my tubes tied or something else. it hurt when he said that and i have to respect what he wants. it just kind of hurts and i am still not coming to terms from what happened yet and i dont know what i am going to do.