Still miss my Smokey and its been since 2009.

Smokey passed away on Nov. 15, 2009.  I still miss him with every breath in my body.  I have not found anyone else to love.  I have a man friend who is good for me and helps around this place.  I think he loves me.  I care for him but not the same way as he for me.  I just can't live alone.  Its nice to have some one around.
I don't think there will be anyone else for me and have given up on that score.  I had the one true love and soul mate.  I don't think I will find another.  Having a companion is just okay and not what I truly want but what I truly want I don't think exists so I have given up.
Given up on every finding another soul mate for me from Diane Baillie

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Truhal
Truhal

I gave up too, Diane. Haven\'t even looked. I live alone...well a dog and my bird. That\'s it. I can\'t settle. I have a friend who has never found a soul mate. She said I was so lucky. Still, it comes at a price.