STILL IN HELL..
YES MY DAY WAS JUST AS NOT F...G WONDERFUL AS I PREDICTED.YES THE SUN WAS SHINNING AND PEOPLE JUST COULDNT BELIEVE WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY IT WAS....WHO CARES,I WAS A PRISONER IN MY OWN HELL AGAIN.IF IT WASNT FOR MY SON BEING HOME TODAY I WOULDNT HAVE EVEN BOTHERED GETTING OUT OF BED....MY SUCH A WONDERFUL ASSHOLE OF A HUSBAND LEFT FOR THIRTEEN HOURS TO PLAY WTH HIS BUDDIES ,CAME HOME DRUNK AGAIN AND HAD THE NERVE TO BITCH BECAUSE I WAS ON THE COMPUTER.....GOD HELP ME I WISH HE WOULD PASS OUT AND NEVER WAKE UP......WELL,THE ONLY GOOD THING OUT OF TODAY WAS A SPECIAL DS FRIEND WHO TALKED WITH ME THROUGH OUT THE DAY.....THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME,I TRULY APRECIATE YOUR FRIENDSHIP...HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND CREATE A SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP BRACELET FOR ME,IF YOU CAN...
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honey im so sorry you\'re stuck in this situation and i feel powerless tohelp you or offer any advice. please try to do something for you, something that you like so your life is not all about the bad stuff.
lots of love and thinking about you my friend
suzy
I know it is hard, but like I said try to take one day at a time. (((HUGGS)))
im sorry you had such a bad day...i hope tomorrow is better
Leaving your husband when you have 4 children and health issues is not as easy as that. This is a journal where you are ALLOWED to vent your frustration any way you choose.
You take care sweet thing and remember it\'s your journal and you can vent about your asshole husband if you want to!!
I wanted to leave my husband, but I had 4 kids and no job skills. I stayed. He wasn\'t a drinker or partier though. I know your lonliness though.
My heart goes out to you.