Still going, one day at a time
Well, I have been going to meetings every week day and every time I get something positive and inspiring out of it. Yesterday, a lady shared that came from a very similar background as me. Her story could have been mine (except she married into money lol) and she drank alone. It may sound snobby of me, but I am thankfull I never drank alone. I am also thankfull to my higher power that I was able to remain sober (one day at a time) through all my trials of late. Now, I will be tested, as on St. Patricks day, I will be bartending. Since Day 1 of my sobriety, I have hung out at bars and clubs and bartended, but I haven't bartended in 6 months. I need the money and I know I can do this. Also, It has been 1 week and 1 days since I last smoked Pot. I had almost 3 months, but it was easier then, as it wasn't all around me. I'm about to go back to the house where it's all around me. But my higher power will keep me strong.
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