Still fighting the urges...

I know how ridiculous this is, but I am still fighting the urge to go to the casino - today.  Crazy - not even rational!! :]  I have a problem when I hear that people have won x$$ - I go back to the high that I experienced in winning jackpots.. I should go back to the "low" of putting it all back in.  :] :] But I do focus on that and can visualize myself winning again on the video poker machines.=!!!!!!!! Stupid, I know, and I will resist... just venting...
SG