Still Down
The last few days have been a mess. One thing after another. I don't know how I can ever try to feel better if it is one problem after another. I don't want to list them there are too many. Like I said before the grieving process is not even a big issue now because life has taken over and it is all bad. I wish I were never born. My doctor found a low cost prescription for generic Prozac. I hate to be on antidepressants again and the Buspar is practically useless for anxiety. Of course with one thing after another anyone would be stressed. I just started the Antidepressant and already I couldn't sleep. Sleep is my only escape and peace. I am still praying. If only something good would happen in between all this bad. I don't think that is asking too much. Just a bit of a break. I can't understand why anyone would want to live to be 100. It is just too much.
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Just sending you a Hug, you clearly need it. I feel very sorry you are going through so much... Could you not move in with a relative or a friend? Or receive a friend or consider sharing your place to split expenditures?? Or put adds online or on local shops offering your services. And did you talk with any social worker?? While you don\'t have a job maybe you could volunteer at some places you think you would feel good in, it would maybe bring you also comfort, company and some opportunities who knows? Hang in there, your cats need you, you are needed. I don\'t have the answers to your questions, but just the fact that you have your cats means you are needed, nobody else could replace you... Hoping some hope and light enter your life