Stepmother

Like if not what it used to be. I used to be happy and involved. I used to not be sick. I never had to take medication of see a therapist, but everything has changed. High school was great, I had wonderful friends and a great home life. Both of my parents were completely there for me with no reservation. I went to college for a couple f years and things started to change I became bipolar and was hospitalized 4 times and put on a great deal of medication. My mother move to Denver and then my father. Later my father brought his new wife and kid to Denver. I live with my father now and it frustrates me to be around my step mother. SHe is from Vietnam and knows nothing about our culture, history or where the future is taking us. It seems as though she doesn't wan to be a family. We all eat separate meals at different times, yet she cooks dinner for my father and most of the time for her son too. So I am the person left out of the loop. This isn't the way a family should work, at least it was not the way our family worked before she got here. She has been here around 3 years and my dad only dated her I think three times in person and then the rest was translated emails and some skyping. It just frustrates me because this is not the way that it was supposed to go. I know that he is lonely, but don't go and get a mail order bride. This suck, I hate coming hoe after school and I hate hearing her come down the stairs because I don't eve want to look at her. 
 
I dont know what else to say. I am just waiting for my doctor to call me back and reassure me and try to get me back on track with my medications. 
 
Goodnight Moon.