staying in my own lane
This is a journal for myself.
i guess they all are..
I suppose when I start to feel anxious and spin about my day, it might be more productive to try and do something that applies to a goal rather than create an observation in a journal. If that creative endeavor is part of my goal then good (and I am not saying raw journaling isn't good, it's wonderful!) but I'm starting to see for myself that I'm at the stage where I want build more in my life rather than just journaling. I'd like more money, I'd like a future project to eventually sell. I'm basically seeing my aloneness, and how we each are and yet have to drag ourselves out of the muck and survive.
if I go along with this attitude I shouldn't be derailed by people who don't 'see me' as I do business around town. I'll quietly persist. But tenaciously persist at that!
I don't need a cheering section of those I don't know.
if I were oozing with $ or then they would see me, but I don't need that. :-)
Sorry that's a little weird
life is good!
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I know we each have our secret struggle in life. I think it’s hugely important to respect people’s personal space though I know I fall short.
My mind may be changeable and unable to keep my own dream alive. I had vision for it at one time, but my sense of my ability to manifest and sustain it is feeling lacking right now.. perhaps some latitude with life. I’m about to start work.
Getting to know people on here isn't a bad thing but yes you do need balance with projects
thanks ccleaver!
Humans are fundamentally communal creatures. We need other people, even when we don't think that we do. The tough part is finding our tribe. Your tribe may not be at the monastery or at work or even here; it may be elsewhere. Perhaps contemplate ways of meeting other like-minded folks. In the meantime, you have a cheering section here if you need one. : ) Hugs.
thanks Judy!