STAY HERE NOW.

Sometimes I feel so dark. So empty. It hurts. I wonder what is the point. I feel as though I am floating through space towards a dark void. Id rather jump in then keep swirling around waiting. But then I realize I am thinking of the future. I am not here. I am there. And there does not exist. I worry so much about my success. And whether or not I can support myself and take care of myself. But that is then. It does not exist. Then I think of the past. But I must remember its gone. Its okay to fail as long as I try again. Its okay to fail again and again but its not okay to stop trying. All we have is now. Am I doing the best I can do now? Then whether its what I want or not IT IS ENOUGH. I AM ENOUGH. THE UNIVERSE IS ENOUGH. I am not aimlessly floating in space I am being guided on a path. I am not empty ... Rather that vast space is the universe within me. Pain is just a part of life. And if I allow it .. it leads me to growth. I must stay here. I must stay now. I must not go there... there is where the darkness lies.