Starting Over or Just Catching Up?

Just catching up. During the last 4 years of my life, I've gotten behind on school, my home, my fitness, and my debts. Oddly enough, I've been able to keep up with my relationships. Although my family life is a mess from the last relapse, my attention to family isn't behind. Neither is it with my extended family or recovery community, or religious community for that matter. Having said that, I realize that I am way way behind on my spiritual path. I need to get back to the Lodge, and like it or not, finish the Vision Quest.

One thing at a time though. Today, I just need to make sure I get the coffee and rent to the meeting, make sure dinner is ready to go and the special for tomorrow set up. I need to work out tonight and get ready for tomorrow. I will be urine testing wednesday and sunday until I can pass, then I submit apps, get back into the factory job where I can start climbing out of debt again.

My spirit animal is the Phoenix. As many times as it takes.

Fuck it, walk on. I got this.

There is a lot of Aries in the air.