Starting off the New Year....

Well I'll start off the new year with getting what has recently happened in the past  and then I will leave it there.
 
I am no longer really speaking to everyone in my family.  My younger sister has ruined every relationship I have had with each of them.  The devil shows itself in ways you would not expect and she is truly evil.  I sit here and wonder just how long it will take everyone to see through her lies and bullshit?  I really don't think they will.  They don't want to. 
On the other hand, I can say with all my heart and a clear conscience that I have done nothing wrong, and I continue each and everyone of my days with the same good values and love for my children that I always have had.  If compromising her values to get a breast enhancement and lipo are what she feels is the price to payfor what she is doing......then good for her, but her lies to my family and the denial of why she is doing what she is doing is too much for me to handle.  I have to stand back and just watch her destroy herself on this one.  My Doc thinks that this is a very good idea.  He thinks her narcisism and her dis-satisfaction with her body image will eventually start getting to everyone and that she should probably seek  some sort of help. 
Anyway, I can say that I have never hated anyone so much.  I mean I have disliked people, but never have ever hated.  It doesn't feel good, but it's reality. At this point hating is the only way I can keep myself from feeling sorry for myself and for forgiving her for the mess she has made out of my life.   If that makes sense.