Start to the week

Today is starting off nice, and my goal is to harness this energy and push forward into the week.

Last week at this time, I was coming off of a 5 day stretch of very mild physical symptoms, and man did it ever feel great. Complete mental and spiritual clarity and I was rejoicing with my heart! I had a counseling session that Wednesday night and then unfortunately, physical symptoms kicked in that night and jolted me off course for next three days. 

Because I was really hoping my meds were easing my physical symptoms and I felt so strong on Wednesday, I booked my counselor for 2 weeks out- the first time in months. Now, the light anxiety of that security blanket being another week away is setting in. LOL. 

It's all good, as I am being counseled by THEE ONE TRUE COUNSELOR: 

"I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you" Psalm 32:8

Spiritually and mentally my path has been a long one, but my patience in God's timing continues to grow. 

I wavered a bit Sunday, questioning my future and regretting some missed financial opportunities and self-improvement mishaps, but today, I am secure with this, as I worked these through with my faith and that has given me renewed motivation to move forward with invigoration.