Staring me in the face...

"I need to talk to you at some point this week about filing paperwork, is there a time or day that you prefer? And would you rather talk face to face, over the phone, or over messenger?"
That message has been blinking at me on messenger for the past half hour. I've been expecting it, dreading it, wanting the resolution of it.
And now it's here, staring me in the face. I'm not even sure what I'm feeling right now. :/