Spent the day watching movies and feeding animals
I have so little endurance and the capability for activity before I crash and burn. Today was crash and burn day.
Some say that it is great to be in a position to be able to do that even though I know that doing nothing only makes the arthritis worse.
The worst thing for me is doing nothing. I am a goal oriented person and can't stand doing nothing. It makes me anxious, nervous and generally restless.
Hopefully tomorrow I can get back to doing something. At this point I'd be happy to be able to do anything!
Some say that it is great to be in a position to be able to do that even though I know that doing nothing only makes the arthritis worse.
The worst thing for me is doing nothing. I am a goal oriented person and can't stand doing nothing. It makes me anxious, nervous and generally restless.
Hopefully tomorrow I can get back to doing something. At this point I'd be happy to be able to do anything!
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Went to church this morning. I really needed it. Spent the morning praying and crying. My neck, shoulders, spine, pelvis and hips are in excruciating pain! Pain meds aren\'t working. Praying isn\'t working. Playing dead isn\'t working. Just wish I could fade away into non-existence.