space for love

I have been thinking about what I have been reacting to in my day to day life when I start

to get bitter or spin spin spin almost reflexively.

Sometimes I can so 'go down a rabbit hole' when my close relationships seem

fissured. As I spend so much time alone - much of those close relationships

are had over the telephone - and so when I hang up the phone - my mind

can spin negativities... so much so that I have started to question 'what am I reacting to'?

That question and reposturing alone have helped me see and adjust my senses and mind's

activity to a better sense of myself. I think it's a powerful thing to be able to ask myself

'what am I reacting to...?' It gives me a vision of my place amongst others - 

Anyways as my morning has gone along - I have so much been confronted or faced with the idea

that none of us is perfect (and perfect is kind of scary in that) - and also we're all in it together..

one big community - and we're all needing room

to be our wonderful human animal selves - as do I - as do my relationships -

and so I just started thinking - that despite the fissures and understanding them with a low sense - there's

room or space for love...that wonderful thing fills the inbetween us!