Sorry for the confusing entry

In my previous entry, I was not referring to myself. My heath is fine, I do so much appreciate your concerns and comments. In my journal entry, I am remembering how my wife died. Cancer took her ability to process food. She could not eat for the last 100 days, yet she was nauseous and threw up almost every day. I think about it a lot, it is one memory I wish I didn’t have.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Oh, ok. Now that makes sense, I am sure that is a memory you\'d rather not have. I hope that you are doing some better. Hugs, Colleen
deleted_user
deleted_user

That\'s good news. ....I was a little concerned as I read your entry early. ...as I am sure we all have things that are hard to forget...but we do continue on...
In hopes it will get easier....so keep up the good work and feel free to. share your thoughts. ..we will be here for all...take care. .donna
wendywillow
wendywillow

Oh, now I get it. Sorry for the speal you got - with me commenting on taking on my husband\'s symptoms. Well, I did. Anyway, that\'s not your story.

But yeah - not a nice memory for you to have of your Beloved. Perhaps when those awful memories pop into your head, make a firm effort to replace them with some loving ones.

Sometimes when my mind goes back to those awful moments just before he died, I forcibly switch my brain over to a memory of when we first met. It works. Otherwise, I get caught up in too much pain.
Hugs