Soooo... That happened...
Soooo... The 3 months + not pulling was going GREAT... Then we moved to a new house and some stress was added and my so called best friend (not so much anymore) did the unspeakable to me ... And wham!! I went and fell of the Trich Wagon...
I also landed in ICU, due to a slight slip of the hand with some tablets, which I am grateful I survived, and now i am trying really hard to be more positive and appreciate all the good things in my life...
That said... I tried to stop again...Failed... Tried... Failed... Now this is my third attempt... And now it is day 15 of no pulling...
It really, really, reeaaaally bugs me that ALL that effort can be lost... Just like that!!!
Buuuut, at the end of the day, I can only blame myself and keep trying...
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I am so sorry you've had such a rough time :( However, saying you have only yourself to blame is really harsh. You still made it all that time without pulling, and a setback is not failure......it is simply a setback. Moving is very stressful and having your best friend hurt you is even worse. We all have our weak moments when things are going wrong and it is nothing to beat yourself up over! At least you keep trying honey and at the end of the day that's all any of us can do. All your effort is not lost. Every single day you keep from pulling is a real accomplishment and can't be undone because you gave in to the stress. I'm proud of you and so glad you are still here. Take care of yourself and please know that I'm thinking of you.