Son will be home soon . Very nervous. Sun Mar 22, 2015 9 p.m. ish
Hope you can read this. This is the color of Chicken right?
My son that i'm having so many problums with is comming back from his good buddies house soon, and i am scared. GROWN WOMEN SCARED OF HER 31 YR OLD MAN CHILD? YES THAT'S RIGHT. I'm not physically scared, its the emotional roller coaster i am allways on. For my friends on here they or you know how long and hard ive been on this visious curlil of being an enabler, it's a vicious circul that i have. Like my poor mother before me, R.I.P. MAMA.
i wore her down pretty easy, and now its the same. So now i have a 31 yr old manchild on my hands. He has so many emotional probs and his teeth are sooo bad, no job , no money, no companion, and i just keep being a doormat. I really wish there was a group for people like me, there really does, cause i know at least 1 other person who has same kind of prob's but her kids are all on heroin, mine is not on anything except he loves to booz it up, self medicating. I can't kick him out, he has NOWERE TO GO LITTERALLY and i dont want him to be out on the streets, I am going to some how try and get him to go to some AA meatings or something, he needs counsuling, and prob meds of some kind and i am very much against the meds, thats how bad its got. It'a long sad story, if you would like to read more journals you will get a glimps of what im dealing with. It was nice to have the place to myself, loud music, etc, b.f. came out last night and we watched some standup on the wonderfull Netflix.(LOVE THE NETFLIX). ok I WILL journal again before i go to bed or after i medicait, i am also very shy even wene typing and its hard wene i'm upset. OK more later........ didnt spell check SO SORRY. thanks you in adveance for reading this.....
My son that i'm having so many problums with is comming back from his good buddies house soon, and i am scared. GROWN WOMEN SCARED OF HER 31 YR OLD MAN CHILD? YES THAT'S RIGHT. I'm not physically scared, its the emotional roller coaster i am allways on. For my friends on here they or you know how long and hard ive been on this visious curlil of being an enabler, it's a vicious circul that i have. Like my poor mother before me, R.I.P. MAMA.
i wore her down pretty easy, and now its the same. So now i have a 31 yr old manchild on my hands. He has so many emotional probs and his teeth are sooo bad, no job , no money, no companion, and i just keep being a doormat. I really wish there was a group for people like me, there really does, cause i know at least 1 other person who has same kind of prob's but her kids are all on heroin, mine is not on anything except he loves to booz it up, self medicating. I can't kick him out, he has NOWERE TO GO LITTERALLY and i dont want him to be out on the streets, I am going to some how try and get him to go to some AA meatings or something, he needs counsuling, and prob meds of some kind and i am very much against the meds, thats how bad its got. It'a long sad story, if you would like to read more journals you will get a glimps of what im dealing with. It was nice to have the place to myself, loud music, etc, b.f. came out last night and we watched some standup on the wonderfull Netflix.(LOVE THE NETFLIX). ok I WILL journal again before i go to bed or after i medicait, i am also very shy even wene typing and its hard wene i'm upset. OK more later........ didnt spell check SO SORRY. thanks you in adveance for reading this.....
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