son gone for weekend.

well  here i am again.son left for maybe the weekend. yay. now i can get on here whenever i want. WOO HOO!!!!! i will be getting on here alot if he stays the weekend. hope he doesnt get his heart broke AGAIN. but at least i can get on here. finnally took my xanex. waiting for them to kick in. have to call and see how it went today at n home.  so hungery. i have to make me something to eat. have had nothing so far but saltines. so very sick. glad i joined the eating dissorder group. im out of control... moore later if i can stay up...