Something is changing in me

I was feeling the detachment, but I have realized that I just don't care about what my husband does anymore ... I don't care who he talks to, I dont care how late he works, I don't concern myself with anything he is doing unless it has to do with my child . I don't know if this is a stage in all of this, but I just feel heartless for him now. I just find that I am telling myself I will not care at all about someone who has hurt me so profoundly like this. caring about anything he says or does is a waste of my thoughts, a waste of my words. I have suprised myself with these feelings, it's been about two months that my whole world was ending , that I fell to my knees in front of friends when I told them the news. I felt like I couldn't breath , the pain was so severe I couldn't even function. Now , I feel a bit empowered , I feel that all the concerns with him having a girlfriend , or him leaving us in a broken home are not there . I do worry about my future finances , he told me the other night " don't make me move out sooner then I want to " I am thinking to myself is that a threat? Lol .... Really? He is the one who wants to stay and pay off his truck after the divorce , he IS leaving , what does he think ? I don't want him to leave ? Of course I do . When this divorce is over. I don't care what he thinks , but that statement is a dam joke. He apparently has no idea how far I have come in my Mind. It was hard work but I am here . Got things that will be with me ( hurt ,ect) but I feel like I will survive without him. He is a failure of a husband . I was never a failure as a wife. i didn't quit , I did everything I could while we were really married. I have no regret . I know I gave 100 percent . He wants to leave and move on ? He got his wish . I hope I don't fall backwards but this feeling is good to have .