Something is broken that cannot heal

My mood swings have been enormous today. I've had to peak and valley and try to process my experience in between so that I could make sense of and own my state of mind.

It really never fails it seems, for the relationship within, which is clearly broken some how, that sets me off falling or climbing in the extreme without a sense of platform and or reassurance. But for the grace of god I have the place and time and venue to think about and write about it all. I know up and down moods happen to everyone, but I also know for the mi challenged folks it happens in the extreme. Just got to vent a little here and find my footing for the time being. I'm grateful for that. Peace.