Someone..

Why does he run when I need him the most? Why does he hide from me? Does no one know or care how I feel for him? Does no one see my heart burning within? I say thing I don't mean when I am angry, but given months and months, I still love him. I still see him as "the one". When, god, will it hit him that I'm standing right here in front of him. I'm bruised and am not perfect. I'm working on me for me, for the woman I know I am inside. I fell weak in front of everyone, desprate clinging onto life by a hair, but why is this so much to ask? For this man to love me as I do him. Give me a sign, I need to know he's still here, that he's thinking about me, even just a little. Just a small sign to get me through tonight. I'm struggling. Help me God and I will do whatever you need me to do to get myself back to where you need me to be.  -Sarita