some more musing
the fruits of life...love having good things like that in my life...
I love art and art history and music and study. I just was thinking
about my education -and I am so grateful for it...To have access to all that is like
having access to gold - or even more precious!!
I wonder how I am going to start or conduct my day.
everyone has to deal with that question - and the wonderings
make me think what will become of it? my decision - my direction...? foot steps...
but the lessons of the past few days come back to me - that guiding light
of generality - of not judging - and understanding the human condition
of not being so set on perfect answers or perfect performance -
and not holding on to the misgivings of a stammered or tripped up moment...
move on - and know we are all in the family of man - making our way...
keep up the positive that you've learned from this and make your day...
make a path but not a prison.
make resolve your focal point
and remember how you saw that there are those who are in charge of a project - they are equal to us -
but their role is to direct and envision - and if you are there to help - respect that
big responsibility they have and support them - but we are still equals - one day
it may be my charge to have the leadership position they have and then you
will know the role better.
it was fun helping out yesterday
and now indeed on my own - it is my charge to chart my day. :) I am in the leadership
position! :)
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lol - just reread this - LOL
I definitely try to figure things out to deal with myself in solitude - but it reminds me to remember the pearl of wisdom from my therapist..to find commonality in "what we each useto get us through it.'
I've had periods of my life that were so tightly planned that I didn't have time to even dream about varying my day. Reminding myself of those periods takes allot of the sting out of the unplanned periods with too much time on my hands. Oh, for the love of balance. . .
And somehow we all get through our various ^its^.
Big hug sweetie.... This sounds like a happy journal and full of empathy.... Nice.... BUT I wanna be in charge.... lol.....xo
Thanks Arfie thanks Jan!