Soft Quiet Evening Chat.......hugs!

Hi You,
I accomplished 4 things today.
Cereal around 1 pm
Shower after 6 pm. 
Watered 3/4 of the plants outside
Making a 1 skillet dinner now.
Oops 5 things, I put on a long all the way down to the ground flowery sundress so I could go outside.  Being clean and shiny feels so good.  Sweet smelling hair.....brushed my pearly whites.  It was so hard to climb Takeashower Mountain today.  I was bargaining my way there all day long. 
The other day I was determined to take the trash down and get the mail.  Hit the garage door and in bounded the cutest labrador pup.........neighbor Carol said he's six months old. She told me his name and it went right out of my head.  He's adorable........bright, friendly and golden movie star doggie good looks!  It was pretty cute, she was calling him and he hid behind my pink robe.  Yeah, that'll fool her, she'll NEVER FIND YOU THERE!  She grabbed him, gave him a bit of a cheerful scold and he trotted off happily.  It's gotta be hard to scold that face, so adorable. 
She didn't say much and I bet I didn't say much at all.......I'm in slow motion live.......I think things in my head, but they don't come out.......feel like I have a delayed speech setting cause I'm crashed.  I can type pretty well most of the time, but the way I am live is another story.
Someday I'm gonna work up some courage on an energy pocket day and try to explain a little to Carol why I am so out of it most of the time.  I suppose she thinks I'm a pretty strange duck.....her hubby has always treated me in a friendly easy going manner, but she has always been aloof.  It could be that she is a shy person and I am misjudging her actions.  I've learned along the way to old ness, that a lot of times what we think is not what is..........what is that old song?  "Things are seldom what they seem, skim milk masquerades as cream..........."  It's from an old Gilbert & Sullivan Operetta.  We need to put on a friendly face, assume nothing and approach life with an open mind.  Yes of course be cautious, but not so cautious that we miss out of the good stuff along the way.
I kinda freaked out after I went through the mail, looked at my mortgage payment and it's increased by more than $150.  WHAT????? WHAT?????? And I can't do one thing about it until tomorrow.  So confused.  Put a note on my bathroom mirror to remind me to CALL ASAP tomorrow.  How is that even possible? For a second there I was so panicked and then I said, "Slow down Bessie, come on now, it'll get straightened out.........my goodness."  (Bessie is an imaginary name for "panicked me".......LOL)
Dinner is ready.  It's a funny tasty dinner.  I heated up the beans with rice, added shredded chicken and mexican white melty cheese........can't think of the name of the cheese.  Duh It's a mild soft creamy white cheese with a tiny bit of a kick.  I'm going to put the mixture inside some mini tortillas and spread it over a couple of tostadas......it's more of a Tex Mex kind of recipe than genuine Mexican.........it's a savory easy yummy dinner.  Plan to enjoy it with a hugontious glass of fruity cold peach/strawberry/orange/banana juice wanna be..........like crystal lite only cheap.......!!!!  So good.  Not trying to be fancy, I mixed two of the flavors together to get them all in one pitcher.........off I go to see what is on the telly tonight..........bless you and yours........prayers, hugs, rest........go slow, steady on........hugs!