So What
So what if I cut? So what if I fail my exams? So what if I drop out of uni? So what if I get committed? So what if my mother finds out I'm crazy? So what if everyone finds out? So what if I never become a wife or a mother or a CEO? So what if the rest of my life is only about staying alive and trying to find the happiness that keeps avoiding me? Would THAT kill me?
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You\'re not crazy. You\'re struggling just like everyone here at DS has before, or is now. You are not alone in that struggle, although I know it\'s hard because we can\'t physically be there with you. This is something I need to say to myself: Your future is not ruined. You can still have what you want. You\'re not a broken, hopeless person, you\'re just going through this awful time right now. But that doesn\'t mean that it will last forever.
If you need a break from school, then take it. I did, and it was really hard to accept, but I know I did the right thing. And I had a lot of support from the faculty, my therapist, my friends and family.
It\'s OK if your life right now is just about surviving and trying to find happiness, but it won\'t be like that forever. When you get stabilized on meds you will see that your life is not over.
PM me if you need, ok? I really care about you, iam. (((hugs)))
Thank you