So tired from the week, woke at 5 a.m. Dec 24, 2015 Christmas eve

So tired but still woke up today, Christmas eve at 5 a.m.  Think i am so tired i couldn't sleep. Had a full week and then doing all those cookies with aunt and sis wore me out. I really need to exercise, didn't realize how week i am till yesterday. Did something almost every day this week, so i am tired but i feel good. Not doing anything today as the family is doing Christmas day this year. Me and my man-child are going to have a Christmas eve pizza today and then going to one of my cousin's for Christmas day. So weird we usually always did Christmas eve but not this year. Feel's strange but i'm just rolling with ti. I am so tired anyway so i am looking forward to doing nothing and going nowhere today. Going to dig into the Netflix, may even watch a Christmas movie if i can find a good one. Wish i could watch National Lampoon Christmas movie but don't have cable and Netflix doesn't have it. So i will be digging into the many movies and see what i see that look's good. Finally in the spirit. Love my new hair, i feel so light and breezy. Going to try and curl it today and see how it will look tomorrow. Going to get very dressed up tomorrow, hardly ever do, but it's fun sometimes especially on Christmas day. Makeup jewelry, the whole nine yard's. Working on my second cup of coffee now. It's not good, it's the generic kind that just say's COFFEE on the can, can't afford the brand name. I just put lot's of cream in it and it's just bad then, but i shouldn't drink so much anyway. I feel good today but like i said tired, but not tired. It's a weird feeling. I am getting used to my new zombie med i think finally, it really is helping. Don't even have to take as many xanex which is cool, love that. Still makes me tired and i think it gives me some of the most vivid nightmares and dream's. Actually ate some meat yesterday thanks to my wonderful sis, she brought leftovers from her house, yay Meat is so expensive also, everything is. The cookies turned out great and i did not bring any home, no self control and the med makes me want to eat EVERYTHING but it is not so bad now. Glad i gave it a try instead of just giving up. So looking forward to doing NOTHING as i am sure i said i ramble a lot, can't help it. Counting down the day's till Star War's. I'm like a child when it comes to this movie. OK i'm off to Netflix now but first some music to start my day. Hug's