So that was unexpected...

(continued from last journal entry)

I had a very rough night last night and was very tired this morning.  Because I wasn't doing so well and I wasn't sure if I would be able to make it till next thursday when my appointment was so I decided to check just in case of the off chance there was one sooner.  So I was totally shocked when I actually found one for today not only that but it was with my old obgyn who is leaving at the end of this year.  So I made the appointment and found someone who could watch the kids for me and I went.  I told my doc my symptoms and after a breast exam she said she thought it was dry skin and that I should use lotion for a couple of weeks.  

Now I am going to be honest I am not all that sure about her diagnosis I have never had dry skin that felt like this so I am not holding out hope that she is correct.  But having said that I will do as she said and if it doesn't improve then I will go back.

I am trying to stay positive but it is hard especially with my anxiety so high right now.