so so tired of it all
I def want off this ride. I know god is giving me strength. I feel it more and more each day. I just have to NOT let the negativity back to ruin what he gives me. I continue to pray and I know I will eventually be where I want and need to be. He still has a slight hold on my feelings but I am tugging that line more in my direction every day. I also know that he has not contacted anyone in his family. His brother, his daughters or sons. It's just like he woke up and decided he was an orphan or something. But they continue to call me and I have lots of love and support from all of them. I love them too. They have been here for me thru all of this and I treasure them. You can't not love the in-laws when they have been in your life for 27 years. And my daughters (I don't refer to them as "step") still have my back and I love them so. They are just as important to me as the sons I birthed. And I would never trade my sons in for anyone or anything so ditto for the girls too.
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I am there with ya - it is completely exhausting, isn\'t it. Great you have so many loving people though!
I have been sick for the last week practically. I think it is a combo of mental fatigue and sinus. But it\'s kicking my behind! I need to find something to get rid of him like you get rid of gray hair!! lol. Wash him right out of my mind!
Your story sounds a lot like mine. My ex cheated on me and I kicked him out. I am still on good terms with his family and his daughter is like my own. They don\'t get along with the skank ho/now wife, so he spends a lot of time alone or just with her--very few friends.
Oh well, it\'s his life. Glad I don\'t have to live with him anymore.
it\'s just a shame that he can fill us with so much hate that we never felt before. I am not a vengeful person but he is changing that real quick.