sO MUCH TO DO TODAY Tues Dec 22, 2015

So tired today. Have so much to do. B.F. comming out and i am finnaly getting this hair cut. It's so long that it's so hard to do anything with. getting my eyebrows done also and getting my tires rotated. very nervous about the hair. I don't ever get cut's and i hope it's not too short and i hope it comes out OK. It will be so much easier to take care of when shorter, hope i get someone that is good. Have to decide what i want to have for lunch as we will be going out for lunch. I can't have fast food too greasy because of my gastritis. I am very excited to get all this hair off my head, took 45 min's to wash and dry it last night, sick of that. Don't know why i am so anxious about all this, it's all a good thing and i know he is doing all this because he loves me. I am even going to put on some makeup alert the press. Know what i am wearing already, got it together last night. I will be returning messages and so forth later when i get back, don't want to rush this morning. Like to take my time when doing thing's. I think it's just my agoraphobia acting up again. Once i am out i will feel better i am sure. So i will have a new haircut and better eyebrows for Christmas. I think i am also nervous because it is so close to Christmas. I love my family a lot but i still get nervous around them. Silly i know they are so awesome, shouldn't be this way but i am. OK need to start getting ready. Will get back to the people who sent me stuff later after i am home and not so anxious. Big giant hug's